事实

趁现在还没有泥足深陷，有些东西有的避免就避免。

明知前面是悬崖，不想再踏前一步。

我不想再让自己有一次机会来骗自己。

骗自己有多么的辛苦。

既然已经变成事实了，认为还有机会吗？

事实有时令我觉得很残酷，但是最终都是要面对。

面对是最好的方法，大不了痛苦一阵子而已。

又不是没尝试过这种苦的味道。

希望这些可以到此为止，想多会令我有太多幻想。

我可能会保存，但是不会越界，默默守护着你。

Pain

Haiz.....Why i everytime always drop in this feelings.
Make me suffer everytime.....
Make me no mood....
Make me heart pain....
Make me cant concentrate do everythings...
Make me cant control myself...

Izit my destiny always bad in future?
Izit what I have always been this way forever?

Sometimes, i think if i treat people good, izit good idea?
I think impossible...they wont appreciate it.
Just think you is useless only. DONT WANT you care...DONT WANT you worry.....
Am i useless? Ya, i think.
Haiz....

That is enough pain for me now....I wont do this anymore.
Now i need to do is dont care about this.
Just concentrate my studies and others make my life is interesting.

Well...my future? i dont know and also dont want know about it...
Now i have set my target in my life. (Dont ask me...I wont answer it...I will make it secret)
I dont want this thing affect my mood again.
I have to aside these all feelings.
Dont want think anymore.
Dont want this feelings stop me in future.
I hope this thing wont happen again.



I can be your best listener.
I will let you what you want to do anything to me when you sad.
I will accompany you when you no mood.
I will appear in front of you when you need me.
I will dry all your tears when you cry.