Saturday, September 19, 2009
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Make me suffer everytime.....
Make me no mood....
Make me heart pain....
Make me cant concentrate do everythings...
Make me cant control myself...
Izit my destiny always bad in future?
Izit what I have always been this way forever?
Sometimes, i think if i treat people good, izit good idea?
I think impossible...they wont appreciate it.
Just think you is useless only. DONT WANT you care...DONT WANT you worry.....
Am i useless? Ya, i think.
That is enough pain for me now....I wont do this anymore.
Now i need to do is dont care about this.
Just concentrate my studies and others make my life is interesting.
Well...my future? i dont know and also dont want know about it...
Now i have set my target in my life. (Dont ask me...I wont answer it...I will make it secret)
I dont want this thing affect my mood again.
I have to aside these all feelings.
Dont want think anymore.
Dont want this feelings stop me in future.
I hope this thing wont happen again.
I can be your best listener.
I will let you what you want to do anything to me when you sad.
I will accompany you when you no mood.
I will appear in front of you when you need me.
I will dry all your tears when you cry.
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Since my final exam is coming soon, still have one more month.
First class until now, i dont know my subject what to study now.
At class, keep dont have study mood..Always want to play...keep fall asleep.
I dont know my mind thinking what thing.
My mind always float out many question, it very stupid question( Dont ask me, i also dont know).
What should i do can wake up my mind have back my study mood ?
My friends keep asking me: did you lay down the sad things?
I answer: Yes, on that day start i already lay down all sad things.
But my pain still not fully recover back. Dont know what should i do can cure my pain.
Izit pain bring us many trouble?
Did me walk in road to destruction?
Somebody can AWAKE me please... =(
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Saturday, June 20, 2009
I hope our friendship still can continue. I dont know what yours next move thinking, hope u will understand me.
Erm...sometimes seen like good people but your character very...... i dont know how to say it. I hope you will change it to better. (That is my comment)
Sorry, this post is my last week feeling's. ~Late post~:(
Saturday, June 13, 2009
If she answer YES, i will be very happy. That time will be a great chance for me to get along n lot more closer wif her.
I've planned to do something to make her happy, put a smile on her face every seconds. Making this day a memorable day for her.
After finish, i will fetch her go eat dinner and send her a bouquet of flowers.
When i chat with her, i will try dont let her boring and give her have happy memories.
Afterwards, i decide fetch her go park take a walk. That time i think want express to her "XXXXXXXXXXXX"(i dont know is time to said it but i still want to try). Then, suddenly dont know what happening make me wake up.
When i open eyes, i am lying at bed. Just now that is my fake dream only, not truely.
Haiz.....Last time that is my hope was i wrote it just now but something happened. Impossible Now. Something have changed our relation :(
No more hope, No more chat
No more help, No more care
Need me help, I will ignore.
Want chat with me, No way.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Ok Fine, i will follow it what you want now, i dont mind it. You want change like so lan diu and so lan ci (rude word) is your problem because that is not my business.
Izit you learn by somebody's temper and character?
So, i want let you know now, without you i still can do it best in my live.
Such have this kind of rare friend, i would rather not know you at the beginning.
This time, I will let you regret was treat me like this relation. But i will Forget it in my life.
I will let you try back that taste what you treat me last time when you need me.
Try to ask my help, call my name... Even though if other people heard you, i wont give a damn about u calling me. But i guess i will answer you sometimes, as a gentleman.. But still i wont help you even though i answer you. And don't even think about begging me.
I will let you know not vote me is your loss. I will live more happier than before.
I swear i will ignore her again if she ever ask for me help. Because i have already 放手(爱不疚)
Friendship is over. Nobody can change it. If want change it back, that is impossbile thing. If got chance, i will refuse it. I won't accept any more request as you want.
My friend will ask me: Are you sure? You can do it like this?
I will answer: Yes, I do. But i know you all won't believe what i say now. I will prove it the action.
Lastly, I would like to sincerely thank you very much to you. Because you non-stop lead me up and teach me what to do on next move. I will remember this FRIEND in my heart forever.
Opps....forget introduce, that is my brother's beautiful future wife "Elaine".
Thank you a lot.